Wednesday, 11 July 2012

Came out to my parents !!

So once again i find myself sitting infront of the blank space that is the new blog post screen and wondering why i am so poor at keeping it up.

The answer, ive been busy! Very busy.

I recently came out to my parents, thats the biggest news. How did it go?? Well honestly i dont know what to say. They were shocked (which came as a supprise to me as i was always convinced they knew)
My mother isn't talking to me at the moment.. but i hope she will come round.
My Dad called me not long after i sent the email to them and asked a few questions. I could hear the hurt in his voice he tried to hide it but i could tell in his voice.

To be honest im glad its out there i feel i can move on with becoming me now. If it means i loose them then i loose them. He said that they dont really agree with it but time is a healer and over time they will hopefully come round and accept it they same way i have.

Also i have been out more and more as myself... it still annoys me that i have to live as a guy at work, but the kind of place im in is definently not ready for that yet.. and being honest to myself neither am i. I want to look my best when i come out at work and thats not going to be for a while yet.. at least till im on the hormones.

Looks wise im getting more confident in my appearance, still not 100% happy, but with more practice and work i will get there.

Glasgow Pride is coming up this weekend and i intend to be 'out and proud'. I know i will meet people there that know me, which was also part of the reason why i choose this as the time to tell my parents. Rather it came from me than someone else.

Confidence in who we are and what we want in life will elate to all round happiness... theres a quote you can have for free

 And i know everyone loves a pic, so heres how i look at the moment :)

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